i’m 16-years-old and from Britain.
i will post thinspiration posts aswell as tips and tricks in hope to inspire other girls out there trying to loose weight. yes, it will hurt but it will all be worth it in the end. i promise.
ive never really been a big girl as such but recently Ive noticed some changes in my body that i am not happy about at all. first of all my thigh gap has closed in! :’( and my hips now feel squashed by my jeans. i don’t know whats caused this change as i dance 8 times a week and regularly do trampolining and swimming. whatever has caused this gain in weight must stop, which is why ive created this tumblr, so i can get thinspiration and track my progress as i trying to reach my goal weight which is 100lbs. when i started change my diet and exercise routine i was 5’6.5 and 110.8 lbs. check out my weight progress page to see how im currently doing :)
Being a cheerleader also leads to another problem of mine, flexibility. i can do the splits, scales, scorpian and heel stretch. however this is not enough for me, i am working towards getting splits on both legs, my needle and front stretch, i will post pictures often to track my progress and hopefully finally get there soon!
Why am i doing this?
urmm good question… some of you think my weight is fine and i dont have to change, this is a personal goal for me and i am in control and will not let it got out of hand. anyway back to motives.. first of all being a flyer in my cheer squad is a massive part, because im so tall i need to loose weight to compensate for the extra height, im at least a head taller than all the other flyers and i would honestly do anything to keep my position as ive been a dedicated flyer for 3 years now. Being healthy is a massive part of life for me as i cannot sit still for more than 2 seconds! regularly doing exercise expands your lifespan and can protect you body in the future as you’ll have a healthy heart :) another slightly less important reason for wanting to loose weight is my [ex]
boyfriend. he constantly calls be fat, at first i thought he was joking but after time i realize hes got a point, i have gained weight recently and that need to change.
wish me luck, and remember never give up <3
RANDOM KNOWLEDGE (y)
Highest Weight: 113 Current Weight: 109 Goal Weight: 100
Favorite Diet Food : watermelon
Favorite Binge Food: chocolate.
Favorite exercise: jogging in morning
Does anyone know?: unfortunately, they found my ana diary -_-
What makes you slip up: PERIODS! Breakups
What makes you strong: thinspo tumblr, pictures, music
When did it start: 28th April 2012
What do you see when you look in the mirrors: Fat. Just fat. Everywhere. On my legs. Alot on my arms. I hate my tummy… I hate it all.. I want to get a kinfe and cut it all off…
Is it for attention: No, I hate being looked at.
Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends: thin one
Are you depressed: I think so
Ever tried to commit suicide: No, i thought about it though
Ever cut yourself: yes. Everytime i eat unhealthily
Ever been to a psychologist: no
Lost weight: only 4 lbs :D
Gained weight: no
Do you drink: rarely, too many calories.
Do you smoke: No, cant ruin my voice, gotta sing! (y)
Do you take drugs: No.
Does your weight affect your mood: Yeah. Alot.
Do you weigh yourself daily: i try not to
Have you ever fasted: yes, im on 24 hours atm
Have you ever skipped a meal: Yes.
Have you ever spit food out: yes, thats what i do whenever i crave, works so well J im only addicted to the taste.
 living off diet pills
 drinking something
 eating something
[ ] under 100 lbs
[x] starving myself
[ ] vegan
 ask if i’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[x (oddly enough..)] say i’m skinny
[x] say i’m ugly
[x] talk about me behind my back
[x] force me to eat
 say i eat too much
 wish I’d eat more
 don’t know i’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have tried to stop me
[x] I was thin
[x] i had a better body
[x] i didn’t have to eat
[x] i could control myself
[x] i could avoid food
[x] i could hide what i am
[x] i was prettier
[x] i could disappear
[x] being hungry
[x] seeing a difference
[x] being weak
[x] losing weight
 being anorexic/bulimic
 green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
 I’m shorter than 5’4
[x] think i’m ugly
[x] have self made scars
 have a tattoo
 wear glasses
 been told i’m pretty by a stranger
 have more than 2 piercings
 have piercings besides my ears
 have freckles
[30DD!! J] Cup size: A B C D
[x] am petite
[x] when people stare
[x] being asked questions
[X] having to eat
[x] being single
 wearing short skirts
[X] being fat
[X] looking ugly
[X] feeling this way
[X ] fat people
[x] people to stay out of my business
[x] more friends
[x] someone to know
[x] less food
[x] more water
[x] gym membership
[x] a boyfriend (my ex back PLEASE!)
[x] to lose 20 lbs (that will take me to 90lbs.)
[x] to lose 10 lbs
[x] to lose 5 lbs