Hey!

i’m 16-years-old and from Britain.

i will post thinspiration posts aswell as tips and tricks in hope to inspire other girls out there trying to loose weight. yes, it will hurt but it will all be worth it in the end. i promise.

ive never really been a big girl as such but recently Ive noticed some changes in my body that i am not happy about at all. first of all my thigh gap has closed in! :’( and my hips now feel squashed by my jeans. i don’t know whats caused this change as i dance 8 times a week and regularly do trampolining and swimming. whatever has caused this gain in weight must stop, which is why ive created this tumblr, so i can get thinspiration and track my progress as i trying to reach my goal weight which is 100lbs. when i started change my diet and exercise routine i was 5’6.5 and 110.8 lbs. check out my weight progress page to see how im currently doing :)

Being a cheerleader also leads to another problem of mine, flexibility. i can do the splits, scales, scorpian and heel stretch. however this is not enough for me, i am working towards getting splits on both legs, my needle and front stretch, i will post pictures often to track my progress and hopefully finally get there soon!

Why am i doing this?

urmm good question… some of you think my weight is fine and i dont have to change, this is a personal goal for me and i am in control and will not let it got out of hand. anyway back to motives.. first of all being a flyer in my cheer squad is a massive part, because im so tall i need to loose weight to compensate for the extra height, im at least a head taller than all the other flyers and i would honestly do anything to keep my position as ive been a dedicated flyer for 3 years now. Being healthy is a massive part of life for me as i cannot sit still for more than 2 seconds! regularly doing exercise expands your lifespan and can protect you body in the future as you’ll have a healthy heart :) another slightly less important reason for wanting to loose weight is my [ex]boyfriend. he constantly calls be fat, at first i thought he was joking but after time i realize hes got a point, i have gained weight recently and that need to change.

wish me luck, and remember never give up <3

RANDOM KNOWLEDGE (y)

Age: 16

Height: 5’7

Highest Weight: 113 Current Weight: 109 Goal Weight: 100

Favorite Diet Food : watermelon

Favorite Binge Food: chocolate.

Favorite exercise: jogging in morning

Does anyone know?: unfortunately, they found my ana diary -_-

What makes you slip up: PERIODS! Breakups

What makes you strong: thinspo tumblr, pictures, music

When did it start: 28th April 2012

What do you see when you look in the mirrors: Fat. Just fat. Everywhere. On my legs. Alot on my arms. I hate my tummy… I hate it all.. I want to get a kinfe and cut it all off…

Is it for attention: No, I hate being looked at.

Are you the fat or the thin one in your group of friends: thin one

Are you depressed: I think so

Ever tried to commit suicide: No, i thought about it though

Ever cut yourself: yes. Everytime i eat unhealthily

Ever been to a psychologist: no

Lost weight: only 4 lbs :D

Gained weight: no

Do you drink:  rarely, too many calories.

Do you smoke: No, cant ruin my voice, gotta sing! (y)

Do you take drugs: No.

Does your weight affect your mood: Yeah. Alot.

Do you weigh yourself daily: i try not to

Have you ever fasted: yes, im on 24 hours atm

Have you ever skipped a meal:  Yes.

Have you ever spit food out: yes, thats what i do whenever i crave, works so well J im only addicted to the taste.

I am—

[] Anorexic
[] EDNOS
[] Bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[X] hungry
[] drinking something
[] eating something
[ ] under 100 lbs
[x] starving myself
[ ] vegan
[] vegetarian

People…

[] ask if i’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] call me fat
[x (oddly enough..)] say i’m skinny
[x] say i’m ugly
[x] talk about me behind my back
[x] force me to eat
[] say i eat too much
[] wish I’d eat more
[] don’t know i’m anorexic/bulimic
[x] have tried to stop me

I wish…

[x] I was thin
[x] i had a better body
[x] i didn’t have to eat
[x] i could control myself
[x] i could avoid food
[x] i could hide what i am
[x] i was prettier
[x] i could disappear

I love

[x] being hungry
[x] seeing a difference
[x] shaking
[x] being weak
[x] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[] green tea
[x] diet pills
[x] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself

Appearances…

[] I’m shorter than 5’4 
[x] think i’m ugly
[x] have self made scars
[] have a tattoo
[] wear glasses
[] been told i’m pretty by a stranger
[] have more than 2 piercings
[] have piercings besides my ears
[] have freckles
[30DD!! J] Cup size: A B C D
[x] am petite

I hate…

[x] when people stare
[x] being asked questions
[X] having to eat
[x] being single
[] wearing short skirts
[X] being fat
[X] looking ugly
[X] feeling this way
[X ] fat people

I need…

[x] people to stay out of my business
[x] more friends
[x] someone to know
[x] less food
[x] more water
[x] gym membership
[x] a boyfriend (my ex back PLEASE!)
[x] to lose 20 lbs (that will take me to 90lbs.)
[x] to lose 10 lbs
[x] to lose 5 lbs